changed the blogsong for once.
anyways, just came back from night cycling today. been driving non-stop for nearly 7hrs..blocking traffic with dad's car and irritating the general public. came back home so tired that i slept the entire day away too..:(
sometimes, we all look back on the things that we've done, and its inevitable that we wonder if what would have happened if we chose the other decision, or didn't make one even. the past year has been filled with these many situations, when events didn't turn out as planned, or events ran smoothly beyond our wildest dreams.
in times like these, its always something to remind ourselves: what if it wasn't that way? i guess that's something that forever runs in the background amidst the thoughts surfacing in my head: whenever things are bad and gloomy, it'll always be a fantasy dreaming of what would have happened if it went the other way; whenever i'm glad and happy about things, it always humbles and reminds me of how such happiness should be treasured...after all, who knows what disaster would have awaited on the other side.
the past month has been eventful..and definitely there will be times i'd wish the other pantleg was chosen rather than the current one we're in now. nonetheless, i guess you can't please the whole world when you're doing something; as long as i've done my work diligently to fulfil the proper objectives, i don't care even if the entire world stands against my decisions. Yup, just as long as I have people who believe in me and what i do/did, as long as i am answerable to myself and the people i represent, i wouldn't put past stepping on a few tails and toes of others who don't see eye to eye.
so there. /hmph.
learning through life's potholes
hahaa..by power vested into her as the lady henpecking me, the girlfriend (*winks*) has ordered me to update my blog. sooo....hahaa here's my summary of life so far!
recently life has suddenly changed tremendously for me. originally with a hesitant pause in pace when we were wondering what's up after the semester ended, then somehow it became natural for me to follow up on that fluttering that occurs each time we meet up. Slowly as time passed and the number of outings grew beyond one digit, i found myself wondering whether i was falling into the same trap as 3yrs ago...
that was what happened until i realized i ran out of excuses to date her out. so yeap, running with the risk of doing a khengsoon, i guess that...
i'm in love *shudders*
so happily on the 5th june when she went on a route march across town ending at esplanade, the gods favoured me with a once-in-a-million-lifetimes chance that i had to take. barring the awkwardness after that and the hilarious coincidence on the bus when she saw her juniors, i knew life would take a drastic turn at that crossroad of a night. nope, i couldn't sleep, not when the same moment kept on replaying that night...
so life really is a dipping bag of random stuff. you don't know what you're gonna get; just stick with it and you'll find out. sure, you'll be bitten by things you never expected, but sometimes if you're lucky, you'll get saccharine sweets that sweeps you off your feet.
so life still goes on for me, but this time with another wonder keeping me alive in midsts of obstacles and setbacks. of course, that doesn't mean its free. i already know. *and am reminded of constantly* all in all, i still think i'm not used to being treated so...nicely after that 3.55123yr hiatus, but its really something i think i'll treasure much much much more than before...:)
learning through life's potholes
without saying anything much, i'd say i'm really having the time of my life in university. and i don't want things to change any more drastically when the semester starts..
just finished councillors dry run, and it was pretty fun going through all the camp activities. somehow, things are really looking up the way they are progressing!
and just came back from watching
...and i didn't know chick flicks can be as nice =P. Yup..time to go dream! =]
learning through life's potholes
this is an important point in time to remember by in the future. and the day after today, will be even more of a crossroad than i could imagine.
learning through life's potholes
its not often i have mood swings, but this week is really pissing me off to no end. i wake up and theres a million and one things to do, and i go to sleep with a million things left undone. i go to school to do rag, and end up not being even productive enough to help a single thing. if that's the case i might as well stay home and sleep this bloody headache off.
gosh i really am seriously moody now. weak.
GARHHHH. i just want to disappear from all these chains for just one day, just one day. =(
what i would give just be hanging out with you right now..
learning through life's potholes
i wonder how life will end for me by the end of this holidays.
somehow, i don't really know what to do with all the conflicting things people tell me anymore. like previously, i'd love to follow my own path but its also a fool's path if we're not taking the advice of others.
Soo...who do I trust and listen? How am I doing, doing it right or wrong? To carry on doing what I do, or to stop?
I'm so confused and lost from all the sudden influx of inputs from everywhere...guess I really ain't cut out for such stuff...
learning through life's potholes