Okay, a new life, a new start, a fresh new page in my history books. I guess what I did was for the best..there was no point living in a world tied down to the past, and with the conversion back into the civilian world, its time again to boldly walk down the halls of academia in search of another goal. Guess that's 4 years of archives that I've put behind me, but its 4 years of suffering that I won't miss, though I definitely won't forget them as well. They'll just remain scenes and pictures in the abyss of the mind, forever lacking the chain of memories to leap into full view ever again..

Now, its a new life I live.

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Eddi Ow
21
NUS Students' Engineering Club
Material Science Engineering
Military Policeman

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