the silence is deafening, so loudly does the absence of sound is painfully intoned onto every thought in my mind.

but there's nothing for me to say.

after all, i'm wielding ambiguity like a shield, with double entrendes my only protection from myself.

..just know that i do everything for a reason. even if i appear to make a mistake. theres' always a reason, one so deeply entrenched in multi reverse-psychological thinking that it no longer seems logical.

but that's just me, i suppose.
besides, i'd just like to stop the painful silence now, even if i'm all alone.

*sheesh, do i really talk like that everyday?! -edited 10mins later*

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Eddi Ow
21
NUS Students' Engineering Club
Material Science Engineering
Military Policeman

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