Ugh. Sick for 3 weeks plus with a cough that's caused an epidemic in office. Work's getting slightly routine and repetitive..but I suppose being in need of money just makes me drag myself off the bed early in the morning to report for work. Haven't been really adhering to the things I really wanted to do recently..procrastination just gets in the way. Didn't exercise, didn't continue jap, didn't do whole loads of stuff. What's irritating's that even my parents are starting with their retarded comments of "oh, i'm so disappointed in you." all over again.

Wtfs all these nonsense...its as if i'm not feeling shitty enough. Ain't the past results when I've proven you all wrong good enough to stop your alleged disappointment?

Feelin so disjointed, I just wanna go break something.

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Eddi Ow
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NUS Students' Engineering Club
Material Science Engineering
Military Policeman

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