Yet another change of address to something much nicer.
Had a pretty fun day out. Finished work at 530 and proceeded to have crab dinner with Yvonne Siewcheng Sherrie Esther n' Kelvin! Haa..was actually thinking that it would be extremely uncomfortable since I'm not really a people-person...and don't want the permstaff to really feel yue1shu4 cuz of my presence. Ended up talkin crap all the time...had more fun than I imagined I would have! Kelvin's one funny fella..n' he was really nice to drive me all the way back home cuz the last train's gone then. Thank goodness I chose to go out with this bunch of elder*ly* friends rather than goin Zouk *somewhere I believe I won't enjoy* just to introduce myself to 4 other strangers!
Haa...seriously, I'm feelin much happier with this group of colleagues as opposed to being stuck with my previous persona. I really needed the change of environment.
Thing is, work is boring back here but somehow its the people who really make the time here worthwhile! I really gotta take pictures with each and everyone of them, n' take their numbers down! Would love to go out with these fun-loving bunch in the near future :)
learning through life's potholes
Its not as if I didn't give any chance. I don't think there was a need to, but judging from the past, I settled for a symbolic 8-day cooloff. Still no action. I suppose this matter isn't of importance to you, or you don't see it important to right your wrongs. Maybe you don't even see it as yours. Doesn't matter, you won't be of the same to me any further.
I don't need your mockery, your insults, nor your defaming. Having different values and priorities do not place me, in any manner, below your judgement nor your criticism. I don't need you to paint a cariacture of me, shameless or without decency, in front of others who have not known me long enough. For I am not.
I need not your company, when you clam up and shake your head as if I did something wrong in speaking up. I derive not laughter, from the pathetic jokes you try to make of me. If a good friend can simply paint you as a beggar, I suppose there's no need for enemies. I have the decency, to confine this just between you and me, to let the others keep on guessing what transpired. I leave you the pride which you deem so important, as it might to you, be more important than a friendship at stake. Think over this twice, discuss it with other parties, if you still don't understand.
If you have the guts, come up to me and talk. Otherwise, get the fucking hell out of my life.
learning through life's potholes