sigh..i'm getting very tired by the lack of sleep.
worse still, i can't even get anything done while alive.
feel so unaccomplished..wonder what happened to the fire back at the start of yr1. the academic year's ending already...this final exam shall be the report-card of how well things have went academically in the first year of uni.
at the very least..let it be something worth smiling at...there's too many things that will turn to regrets once this term ends..
*depressed*
learning through life's potholes
Okay, I realized there wasn't much interesting things happening in life *everything interesting happens inside anyways*, so just a quick update.
Midterms are over..surprisingly, I once again broke the effort-reward line through sheer luck and random ticking of MCQs. Astonishing. Even Physics and Programming garnered a respectable score, even when both were ironically tested on the same day just hours away from each other.
Right now, I'm desperately trying to catch up on the horrible backlog of lectures I've skipped due to my disgusting timetable (8-10am, 4-6pm days almost everyday if you don't know). Sigh. I guess I'd better not leave such a giant leeway for other modules next semester...its only going to kill me if I ever try this in Yr2. Now I end up in school and camping in clubroom nearly everyday just to while away the hours..pfft.
Anyways, Project Spartan has degenerated to Project Glutton..in fact, HongKong and China probably nailed it for me as it fattened me up just when the effects were showing..*sigh*
Mmm..yup, seems almost like everything. Oh, and I'm treasuring every moment I have now..if you'd know what I mean. ;)
learning through life's potholes
for the moment, it seems like the mad and crazy rush of mid-term exams' over. Let's see...that's Maths, Physics and Computing down. 3 cores down, just EG1108 and FNA to go. Seriously its a horrible day today..I landed in school at 730am and once again, skipped the 8am Physics lecture the 3rd week in a row just to mug for the midterm test. Talk about robbing Bob to pay Paul..
Anyways, I'm pretty worried..I gotta find a balance in the force, to forge out a niche that is long-lasting and enjoyable to live through, not adhere to the antiquated, oh-so-wrong way of treating someone. Cause living for the moment can be one thing..but I'd really wish to prolong this moment as much as I can..In many ways..its pretty counter-intuitive, but I suppose I have to keep a balance. >_<
That's some cryptic talking on my part..but I guess i'll leave it at that. It's serious overdrive thinking after a doublewhammy paper of Physics and Programming.
-Eddi/Jiaho
Ellusioniste/Poserique
hahaa n' van, dun worry abt it, there's some things i won't forget from that walk down bugis XP
learning through life's potholes