...yep.

so i'm really leaving on a jet plane, just 2 more months down the road. Damn. I can't imagine how life will be like without Mel being beside me when I do things. I'll really miss things back in Singapore..but like what Kiamin told me as what happened back then with his gf, it only takes effort and a steady heart to link two people together =)

its my daily prayer to see you happy every day now...because this whole year away, i only want to dream of you and your cheeky radiant smile..

may everyday left together before this journey be a happy, fruitful one!


and this isn't farewell, this isn't even goodbye. I'll be back.

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Eddi Ow
21
NUS Students' Engineering Club
Material Science Engineering
Military Policeman

hates
weakness
emo
cheese

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the energy to live this through..

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