Fade away..
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Xmas is here!

I guess its been an alright weekend xmas. Possibly the best so far I suppose. For the first time in my life, have I ever received so many presents from strangers and people I've hardly known for a month. Yup, 8 presents and counting, those 8 from my nice colleagues from the B and C team! Thanks to David, Eric, Yvonne, Sherrie, Bernadette, Alicia, Phoebe, Tracy, Thiam Chye, Siew Cheng n' Adeline! Haiz..somehow I dont really wanna leave the team come February, and its quite bad that I didn't give them any gifts at all! My farewell gift better be good...

Anyways today was s73 class gathering at LJ's house. Apparently yw went too. Was feeling quite apprehensive towards going..though I wanted to meet her and just say hi, perhaps get talking again. Sadly when I reached there she had already left. Pity..

I guess theres some things that you just can't pen down. I don't know how to. Surely its not me wishin to get back together, its way past that stage already. Its...more of wishing that we can talk again and not avoid each other. Its the least I hope from someone I once cared for so much. Though if she still doesn't want that, I guess there can't be anything that I can do to help. Forcing it would only worsen matters.

Guess its a one-sided thing.

learning through life's potholes

There's a Hole in my

Sidewalk
I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

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