Fade away..
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Its not as if I didn't give any chance. I don't think there was a need to, but judging from the past, I settled for a symbolic 8-day cooloff. Still no action. I suppose this matter isn't of importance to you, or you don't see it important to right your wrongs. Maybe you don't even see it as yours. Doesn't matter, you won't be of the same to me any further.

I don't need your mockery, your insults, nor your defaming. Having different values and priorities do not place me, in any manner, below your judgement nor your criticism. I don't need you to paint a cariacture of me, shameless or without decency, in front of others who have not known me long enough. For I am not.

I need not your company, when you clam up and shake your head as if I did something wrong in speaking up. I derive not laughter, from the pathetic jokes you try to make of me. If a good friend can simply paint you as a beggar, I suppose there's no need for enemies. I have the decency, to confine this just between you and me, to let the others keep on guessing what transpired. I leave you the pride which you deem so important, as it might to you, be more important than a friendship at stake. Think over this twice, discuss it with other parties, if you still don't understand.

If you have the guts, come up to me and talk. Otherwise, get the fucking hell out of my life.

learning through life's potholes

There's a Hole in my

Sidewalk
I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

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