it seems i'm revolving around these two different people.

one plagued by darkness
one ignorant to it.

its hard to remain apathetic to the problems showing up in life nowadays. nope, not when the worst scenario cases keep on popping up, and no contingency can even prepare you for such a insurmountable task. all 3 aspects of life are failing. and theres alot of things bottling up that can never be revealed.

it'll be too naive to dream of an angel to lift me up from this mess, but i just hope, so badly, that somebody can turn me from this wreck once again..

i need a vacation again. get me away from this mess.

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Eddi Ow
21
NUS Students' Engineering Club
Material Science Engineering
Military Policeman

hates
weakness
emo
cheese

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