i don't know what i should do, whether this feeling is worth the risk..
The thing is, this year will be tremendous in all aspects; life in Club and NUSSU will effectively toughen up throughout all its events, with a few projects coming up my way. This semester has the most painful modules in the form of Quantum Physics and C Programming. There's still the ad-hoc project of Spartan to fulfill, one that tests how well we can get our promises made into reality. Its' yet another test this year..and I don't want it to be another potential year of lost causes, of failed objectives and unrealized promises.
i don't dare to let this happen...not to you too..
Its just another year of growing up, I suppose. Sure, everyone's been saying how I've aged or whatnot, but I guess I'm still weaving my way out of the tempest of madness. Prolly I've turned a wrong turn or two along the previous year, but my hopes for this year: to have a smooth ride out of the tornado. China has been a great refresher..and I hope life will smoothen out after this horrible year of losing control of my own life and goals.
why else do i keep on trying to get you attached to others..
Sigh, its a long way to go...and the road's gonna be tough this time round. No more naive, crazy hopes this year for me..just down to earth hopes for a relatively peaceful year in sight.
its simply because i can't lose you as a friend..
On second thoughts, perhaps a room in Kuok this sem would be nice :)
because us tgth now, even as "friends" feels right, alike a fantasy come true
that i don't dare to ask for more, or seek more trouble
because i want to ascertain that this feeling isn't just a fleeting liking
because u've seen so much of my darkest moments and heard my deepest thoughts
that i cannot let you see my weakness anymore nor hear this deepest thought
but this 2008, it seems, that i'm starting to realize what a fool i've been in 2007..
learning through life's potholes