i think, i just want to make her happy. truly, seeing her sad and tired just..doesn't feel right.
I suppose I won't be as verbose as usual in the recent updates to come, cause there really ain't much to write on. Life's became quite rote: go for tutorials, copy tutorials, fall asleep at lectures, return to clubroom. the main perks now are probably..just dreaming i suppose.
and i think the feeling, though wanting to be her clown and protector, isn't right btwn us.
right now, work's halfway done on the V-day video, and i wonder when it'll finally end..right now we're almost done with 2 chapters, but 2 more to go means a heck lot of time spent on filming.
i don't think she'll be interested in me, and i...truly treasure our friendship so much,
not to forget, we have tons of mid-term tests coming up. its not funny acting the clown on camera all the time either.
i don't dare to even broach this topic. maybe i'm just being a coward, but is it even possible?
also, engin awareness drive's just concluded, and the MC has engineered our baby RAG project, the E-box! Its our portable KTV Machine, complete with display, speakers, mike, and wheels! had quite a blast playing Jay's newest MVs down at LT6 back during the welfare giveaway, though I must admit being the emcee for that event was quite...lonely :P
right now, she seems so tired and stressed..i don't want to add to the troubles..
yup, and not to forget, V-day's coming up, and tons of activities are headed to engin..theres' the bazaar with 30+ stalls coming in *phew!*, and theres' even a buffet event catered! of course, i can't believe the showing of the video >_< won't know where to hide my face when it really gets aired..
i just want to be there by her, when the going gets tough, to assure her when she's confused..
maybe, just maybe, truly loving someone doesn't really need one to possess the other..
learning through life's potholes