after all the dust has settled, it feels so much more peaceful now..although it appears that at certain times, there's a burgeoning urge to do something totally irrational. Nonetheless, I guess its a test of character now..whether I'm able to keep to the promise I've made just a few days ago. As much as I'd wish it otherwise, it would appear that its most prudent that the full utility of time be maximized. It'll be better this way..I hope..
good luck for the crunch ahead!
god..i hate paraphrasing for ambiguity.
learning through life's potholes