Fade away..
Sunday, April 13, 2008
anyways, sweep aside those depressing posts abit. i just received the latest emails on my life (hmm. funny how things happen to me and not me happening to things. bleah)

right now i've applied for this internship down at the local bank..i don't know if its a downright waste of time or not, especially with the huge line of events piled up during the 3month vacation. Especially when there's other things I want to pursue, and to spend time at, or the people I wish to spend time with. but i guess..no matter how things deviate, no matter how goals diverge and how priorities change, us guys still have to go on out and earn our keep in the later years. true, keeping up physically and learning new life skills could be all well and dandy, and spending time with your friends does have its intangible benefits..

but i guess its for the best. even though..this 3month vacation seems all too short now that its coming, i'd hope to cherish and treasure every moment that will come when you guys return..or when i'm out with friends and family alike.

anyways, i guess my life as a mugger has been affirmed. officially, i'm enrolled into Biz major, so it means i'm going to pump 6 modules every semester till my graduation. it'll be a prelude to a tough time ahead..but i truly want to increase my chances down the road. everything becomes materialistic all of a sudden, and i don't care, i'm going to be one of those money-faced people too. so...i'll start my preparations first. there's no way to turn back time when there's regrets...no way a hallelujah chance would drop down from the heavens no matter how hard we pray..and besides, its not me to go get myself screwed over small matters all the time. i need a long break..really..

and with that, ends my first year in university. i wonder how i'll do..and how other people will grade me?

learning through life's potholes

There's a Hole in my

Sidewalk
I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

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