yeowch, i'm burnt.

had dry run pool games today. apart from doing a suicide dive for Tetris and gruffly taking out SQ in the AirBed Titanic Attack, the day had been quite busy as we tried to tie down the loose ends for camp. arrgrhh, the tan is hurting big time at night >_<

we had our lunch at KFC today. cheese fries. just for today, i suppose, in a long chain of memories tied with this item. *sigh*. even though it didn't really feel that bad while eating, it was a move that just further piled on the depression. i'll be needing xanax again pretty soon.

actually, i'm pretty thankful for the never-ending work flow right now. its keeping my mind off things. perhaps once after this is all over, everything can return to normal again =]

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Eddi Ow
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NUS Students' Engineering Club
Material Science Engineering
Military Policeman

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