we've reached the crossroads once again, at the same time as the previous year.

the left leads to a simple life, relaxation, and enjoyment.
the right, to a significantly tougher road, filled with obstacles.

I chose the left the last time I passed through this crossroad. It didn't end the way I wanted.

Against all logic, I'm heading for the right one this time. So...its farewell to the ideal holiday I've dreamt of, being able to go out with friends and loved ones at a whim.

..cause its best for the future..

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Eddi Ow
21
NUS Students' Engineering Club
Material Science Engineering
Military Policeman

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