just came back from an exhausting day out. been in the office since 7am in the morning, and sat at the laptop trying to keep myself awake desperately for 9 hours. Seriously, its THAT boring when nobody's talking to you, or doesn't dare to talk to you, and you've already finished your job and what's left is just to affirm the progress of the project with your supervisor. Who's not around.

I tried all I could. 8 cups of coffee (yes, i had a horrible stomach upset and gastric pains after that). Sleeping at the toilet. the pay is hard to come by, I realize. After knocking off at 5, dad and I drove back home for dinner. Before I could finish my food I actually fell asleep on the bed and couldn't wake up no matter how hard my sis shook me.

after that, I rushed down to chinatown for kbox! Originally the entire MC was supposed to be there, but the final headcount was...5? People were either sick, or tired, or busy, or just flew aeroplanes. Bah. Ohwell, we had our share of fun at the 10bucks chinatown KTV. 5 guys singing KTV is gay enough, but when we try duets and high-pitch songs like Superwoman, BeeGees, and other insane medleys, it became an wholly new gay affair. Goodness. Now I'm trained in doing the 梁山伯 song as the girl.

i'd love to elaborate more, but judging from today, i need desperate sleep to make sure I last the whole of tomorrow. More on the staff and the friendly office ladies tomorrow.

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Eddi Ow
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