Fade away..
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i just got back home.

been shuttling around my 3 committments the whole day. drove to work, drove to school drove back to work, drove home, then took mrt to class. and i lasted the entire day on a chocolate bun and a cup of cafe mocha and teh tarik from the almighty coffee dispenser.

camp committee's been busy these days, and there's been several distasteful updates from contingency plans that bumped all around the few hours I was at work. But yeah, I guess it's the challenge of working 3 jobs in one go.

Class at 7pm felt very very draining. I had almost no mood to pay attention to the speaker, but admittedly, amidst all the bragging he conjured up through his one-hour speech, he did manage to tempt the greed within...whether its worth working so hard and so much to provide luxuries for our family in future? even at the expense of my scripted career, to pursue this deviant path which is plagued with social stigma?

bleah. just overthinking again. like what matthew said, i guess work really does take your brain places you've never thought it would explore..

anyways, after doing all the crap today, after such a shitty day, at the last drip of energy, i somehow feel like superman, for living to the end of such a horrible day. now lets' see if i can sustain till the end of the week.

learning through life's potholes

There's a Hole in my

Sidewalk
I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

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