Fade away..
Monday, September 15, 2008
after a long hiatus, I guess its probably my responsibility to post something up..

Anyways, have you ever watched Friends? It feels so nice to indulge into their world of quick wit and blonde humour, to know them inside out and see them manifest within your very own social circle. Somehow I've been hooked on to catching it every night, and things haven't been going on well I suppose.

Okay, so here's the stick. I'm pretty lost about where to go now. There's work to be settled in front of me, and I really want to make sure my term in office is a successful one. I'm feeling pretty excited seeing the new MC being setup, but at the same time, there's this niggling feeling tugging down in the brain department, something that doesn't let up no matter how hard I try to focus. I think you guys reading probably would have guessed, looking at ks or wenhao's entries, but I'm pretty much lost in which direction I should head..

Alright, I'll be frank here; I'm not really 100% sure what I'm going through. I don't know whether I should even dare considering it, but I've already asked her out, and the wheels have started rolling..I'm just worried whether its validated that I'm really open to starting a fresh new chapter to uni life, or opening a can of worms. Its just so....Chandlerish! I'm constantly floating between being good friends to wanting to attempt something more, and to this aspect, I suppose ks is really someone with tons of guts to put everything on the line when he risked telling her his feelings..perhaps I'm really a coward after all! >__<
i hope she's gonna be okay..
I wonder what's going to happen..will life ever be the same if I do go ahead? Oh well..a whole can of worms is soon to be opened...

learning through life's potholes

There's a Hole in my

Sidewalk
I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

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