its so cute, how circumstances change and how volatile one can feel towards someone else. i don't really know either, but i think i'm bordering on cynicism towards such things already. i'm really tired of all the bullcrap that's gone wrong for the past few weeks, and even more so about being the one forever trying to salvage matters. it takes 2 hands to clap, and no matter how anyone can put it being our responsibility to see things through whether or not it succeeds, i'm sick of being the one giving everything.

so, seriously, i know its wrong to just disappear, but right now, i really can't be bothered anymore. looks like i'm going to stay bachelor for a very long time, and i don't care what others say about stuff either.

i'm going to focus on my work for now.

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Eddi Ow
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NUS Students' Engineering Club
Material Science Engineering
Military Policeman

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