i'm not done with you, so don't you dare leave.
i hate owing things to people, and you're the one person i owe the world to.
so i say again:
don't leave us yet, cause its just about my turn to return your favours.
you still have many dreams to fulfil, so let me be the one carrying the burden now.
i might chide and i might argue, for i do not see eye to eye,
but that doesn't mean that i dont care, once we reach the end of time.

so don't you dare, i'm begging you.
just take a step back, and smell the flowers.
for this day might be your first time, and i'm pretty sure you'll love it like i always do.

get well soon, dad.

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Eddi Ow
21
NUS Students' Engineering Club
Material Science Engineering
Military Policeman

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