Fade away..
Thursday, April 16, 2009
exam's around the corner, like what all blogposts would say now.

and the entire day was spent in the library trying to comprehend corp fin. tomorrow's the exam for my no-exam module, so its kinda sneaky how the profs actually made it up on the module summary list of CORS.

anyways. i'm freaking tired of this semester. tired of mugging, of all the new things that are turning up like weed after the rain. and frankly speaking, i think i'm turning nastier and nastier by the moment. maybe its the cumulative pissed-offness somehow, or just the pent up anger of suffering through a sem of self-imposed hell. either way, i REALLY think my karma's gone into the red.

its quite hilarious sometimes, how being nasty is a first impulse, almost like a reflex reaction to talking. maybe i really should clam up someday. i sarcasm because i love.. =(

ahh well. can't really think too much over all these bullcrap or i'll fall into that trap all over again.

learning through life's potholes

There's a Hole in my

Sidewalk
I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

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