its the eve of exam results, and i'm ambivalent over the release of it. 7 mods of madness and it all culminates to tomorrow at 11am. Yet, it really doesn't feel that big a deal anymore. It doesn't feel important, or as significant as opposed to the other htings happening around me right now.

But yet, i still feel ambivalent..and also unsure of the things that are to come in future. i'd attribute that to fear of the unknown..but so far i've been really having fun in the holidays going out..:) so much so that i am looking forward to the next outing much more than anything else =x

goodness, i'm really losing my head.

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Eddi Ow
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