its not often i have mood swings, but this week is really pissing me off to no end. i wake up and theres a million and one things to do, and i go to sleep with a million things left undone. i go to school to do rag, and end up not being even productive enough to help a single thing. if that's the case i might as well stay home and sleep this bloody headache off.

gosh i really am seriously moody now. weak.

GARHHHH. i just want to disappear from all these chains for just one day, just one day. =(
what i would give just be hanging out with you right now..

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Eddi Ow
21
NUS Students' Engineering Club
Material Science Engineering
Military Policeman

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