recently life has suddenly changed tremendously for me. originally with a hesitant pause in pace when we were wondering what's up after the semester ended, then somehow it became natural for me to follow up on that fluttering that occurs each time we meet up. Slowly as time passed and the number of outings grew beyond one digit, i found myself wondering whether i was falling into the same trap as 3yrs ago...
that was what happened until i realized i ran out of excuses to date her out. so yeap, running with the risk of doing a khengsoon, i guess that...
i'm in love *shudders*
so happily on the 5th june when she went on a route march across town ending at esplanade, the gods favoured me with a once-in-a-million-lifetimes chance that i had to take. barring the awkwardness after that and the hilarious coincidence on the bus when she saw her juniors, i knew life would take a drastic turn at that crossroad of a night. nope, i couldn't sleep, not when the same moment kept on replaying that night...
so life really is a dipping bag of random stuff. you don't know what you're gonna get; just stick with it and you'll find out. sure, you'll be bitten by things you never expected, but sometimes if you're lucky, you'll get saccharine sweets that sweeps you off your feet.
so life still goes on for me, but this time with another wonder keeping me alive in midsts of obstacles and setbacks. of course, that doesn't mean its free. i already know. *and am reminded of constantly* all in all, i still think i'm not used to being treated so...nicely after that 3.55123yr hiatus, but its really something i think i'll treasure much much much more than before...:)
learning through life's potholes