anyways, just came back from night cycling today. been driving non-stop for nearly 7hrs..blocking traffic with dad's car and irritating the general public. came back home so tired that i slept the entire day away too..:(
sometimes, we all look back on the things that we've done, and its inevitable that we wonder if what would have happened if we chose the other decision, or didn't make one even. the past year has been filled with these many situations, when events didn't turn out as planned, or events ran smoothly beyond our wildest dreams.
in times like these, its always something to remind ourselves: what if it wasn't that way? i guess that's something that forever runs in the background amidst the thoughts surfacing in my head: whenever things are bad and gloomy, it'll always be a fantasy dreaming of what would have happened if it went the other way; whenever i'm glad and happy about things, it always humbles and reminds me of how such happiness should be treasured...after all, who knows what disaster would have awaited on the other side.
the past month has been eventful..and definitely there will be times i'd wish the other pantleg was chosen rather than the current one we're in now. nonetheless, i guess you can't please the whole world when you're doing something; as long as i've done my work diligently to fulfil the proper objectives, i don't care even if the entire world stands against my decisions. Yup, just as long as I have people who believe in me and what i do/did, as long as i am answerable to myself and the people i represent, i wouldn't put past stepping on a few tails and toes of others who don't see eye to eye.
so there. /hmph.
learning through life's potholes