Fade away..

what am i doing...

i don't know why i'm so unhappy..

why have i became so emo now...

why am i feeling so broken all of a sudden...

why have i given up my happiness back home to come here..

why do i feel that i'm still not doing things right...

why do i feel alone even living in the house with friends....

i need my someone i can truly confide in...my dearest girl..

i just want to hold her hand for one day.

or hug her in my arms for one night.

i just want to see her smile in real life.

53 more days to go.

i must survive..

i miss her.

alot.

learning through life's potholes

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. Its a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street.

Eddi Ow
21
NUS Students' Engineering Club
Material Science Engineering
Military Policeman

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